Apr 23, 2005 19:07
I want to go to Long Island for a few days. All the snowbirds are going north now and I'm getting jealous. I want to see Chaka, Ava, Katie (1&2), and Lisa. I miss spring. We don't have spring here, it's already summer out there. I thought I was going to have a heat stroke today. Spring is Summer and Summer is Hell here. My friends here have found more important things to do with their time, like using or seeing guys. I'm lonely. I want to go to Colorado, I'll probably wind up in Virginia for awhile preparing for that. But right now I'm just lonely, and I want to see my friends and do things. I understand that if I had a lot of close friends here it'd be harder for me to leave and continue on my journey, which is something I need to do. So it actually makes sense that this happened. "Learn that you can make a life wherever you go as long as you look skyward for direction, and then realize when it's time to move on."
I'll speak to Beth about taking a week off for a trip back home.