sell myself for sushi..
Yesterday I got a really nasty customer, and I was already in a pissy mood and thinking about how disenchanted I am with society in general.. so I started talking about putting him in the coffee grinder and serving his bones up as espresso. And they told me to take a break.
I think I need a new job.
Pending everything goes well, I'll be moving into my own apartment in about a month. And that excites me very much.
I'm going to New York in a couple days. That excites me as well, although it definitely creates anxiety too. It'll be good though. I have a lot to do, a lot of memories to go through, and a lot of people to see. And of course, I have to get my one year.
Bill Ni's girl crazy and hooking up with different ones and I know it shouldn't change the way I look at him but it does. Because he's supposed to be different. And it's looking for an external solution to an internal problem. And I did it too so I can't really say anything but he seems to have an awful lot of crushes on an awful lot of girls, and they all have under a year and he was trying to date at least one of them. And how does he know he won't screw up any of their programs? So I'm not mad at him because I'm not his mother and he can fool around with whoever he wants.. but the thought of him on all those girls kinda makes me sick. And now I really don't want him to touch me, cause it's not the same. And I don't want to hear about it anymore.
tautou17: did you know the book willy wonka and the chocolate factory was about wonka killing all the children
And with that, I'll say goodnight.
I think I need a new job.
Pending everything goes well, I'll be moving into my own apartment in about a month. And that excites me very much.
I'm going to New York in a couple days. That excites me as well, although it definitely creates anxiety too. It'll be good though. I have a lot to do, a lot of memories to go through, and a lot of people to see. And of course, I have to get my one year.
Bill Ni's girl crazy and hooking up with different ones and I know it shouldn't change the way I look at him but it does. Because he's supposed to be different. And it's looking for an external solution to an internal problem. And I did it too so I can't really say anything but he seems to have an awful lot of crushes on an awful lot of girls, and they all have under a year and he was trying to date at least one of them. And how does he know he won't screw up any of their programs? So I'm not mad at him because I'm not his mother and he can fool around with whoever he wants.. but the thought of him on all those girls kinda makes me sick. And now I really don't want him to touch me, cause it's not the same. And I don't want to hear about it anymore.
tautou17: did you know the book willy wonka and the chocolate factory was about wonka killing all the children
And with that, I'll say goodnight.