Let me think about it...
I've had the shittiest week - but also the most fullfilling I suppose. Craziness hit the fan with my Boss, my brother and Ryan - and frankly I just want to curl up and sit at home alone for a while; but I can't even do that. I really do hate updating my journal with sad stuff; because I hate reading it later; but I'll make an exception this one time.
My Boss.
He took me aside on Monday and started ripping into me about the workload I do. I told him I pick up the slack and maintain everything that he doesn't; which I why some of my own is usually a little bit behind. I gave him examples. Like the weekly roster. People don't come to him anymore for their shifts or time off; they come to me and that isn't right. I told him straight out that he was a master of making people feel like shit.
After that I went to speak to his boss, Imogen, and since then he's been sucking up to me big time and treating me nice. This just makes me hate him even more. That said; he's made rostering exclusively mine now and given me more work on top of that in the form of 'training'. This is clearly harrassment. At least I get paid for all the overtime I put in - which is a lot; and I do need the money. I bought a new freezer on Tuesday.
Honestly though; my boss must be doing something dodgy with these poor workers. I was looking at all our paperwork on the computer; huge labour cuts, missing files, some of the workers working on Visa haven't given us the right information and one was getting under paid. I spent two whole days organizing everything. That worker got backpaid almost three thousand dollars (well hey he deserves it!). I'd be pissed too if I was getting underpaid.
I'm looking for another job.
My Brother.
My brother is called Brook. Brook and Alex. (then there's Bella who is nine). It must have been some kind of sick joke on my Mom's part when she named us. Giving me the manly name and Brook the girly name. People call him 'Rook' instead. I call him faggot. Anyway. He got himself into a fight with his girlfriend and she ripped her claws fingernails heavily into his face for some reason (trying to gouge his eyes out? I just don't know). So now he can't work as a prostitute dance drag in gay bars show his face at work and is staying with me and my roommates for a while. He's the laziest son of a bitch I know and is driving me absoutely crazy. Brother/sister stuff. Stupid stuff. I do want to kill him though.
His face really does look like he was mauled by a tiger. 8\
Ryan. My boyfriend.
He seems to be ignoring me a bit and I don't know why. I think he's just preoccupied with....stuff. I hadn't seen him for days then he rocked up at the house with bloody knuckles saying "he knew he could rely on me"; but that was all he would say on the subject. I guess he just didn't want to go home looking like he'd had the shit beaten out of him (which he might have? I don't know). Ryan's a sweet guy, he has his complexities and irritating moments, but overall, he's one of those genuinely good people. He slept over and left in the morning; leaving blood stains on my favourite tank top. I'm thinking he probably got in a fight with his mate David. Over what - just don't know.
I was also sick earlier in the week; which just made everything else even more amazing. Since Brook isn't working though at least he helps out around the house and cleans. I've also made huge progress with my new favourite hobby - making CATS costumes. And True Blood each week keeps me alive and breathing. I'm making my way through the books as well. I'm up to the witches. They're easy books to read. They take roughly a day or two for me. Eric is so much more amazing in the books than he is in the show - and Bill...Bill just fuck me off. Anyway; enough with the ranting.
My Boss.
He took me aside on Monday and started ripping into me about the workload I do. I told him I pick up the slack and maintain everything that he doesn't; which I why some of my own is usually a little bit behind. I gave him examples. Like the weekly roster. People don't come to him anymore for their shifts or time off; they come to me and that isn't right. I told him straight out that he was a master of making people feel like shit.
After that I went to speak to his boss, Imogen, and since then he's been sucking up to me big time and treating me nice. This just makes me hate him even more. That said; he's made rostering exclusively mine now and given me more work on top of that in the form of 'training'. This is clearly harrassment. At least I get paid for all the overtime I put in - which is a lot; and I do need the money. I bought a new freezer on Tuesday.
Honestly though; my boss must be doing something dodgy with these poor workers. I was looking at all our paperwork on the computer; huge labour cuts, missing files, some of the workers working on Visa haven't given us the right information and one was getting under paid. I spent two whole days organizing everything. That worker got backpaid almost three thousand dollars (well hey he deserves it!). I'd be pissed too if I was getting underpaid.
I'm looking for another job.
My Brother.
My brother is called Brook. Brook and Alex. (then there's Bella who is nine). It must have been some kind of sick joke on my Mom's part when she named us. Giving me the manly name and Brook the girly name. People call him 'Rook' instead. I call him faggot. Anyway. He got himself into a fight with his girlfriend and she ripped her claws fingernails heavily into his face for some reason (trying to gouge his eyes out? I just don't know). So now he can't work as a prostitute dance drag in gay bars show his face at work and is staying with me and my roommates for a while. He's the laziest son of a bitch I know and is driving me absoutely crazy. Brother/sister stuff. Stupid stuff. I do want to kill him though.
His face really does look like he was mauled by a tiger. 8\
Ryan. My boyfriend.
He seems to be ignoring me a bit and I don't know why. I think he's just preoccupied with....stuff. I hadn't seen him for days then he rocked up at the house with bloody knuckles saying "he knew he could rely on me"; but that was all he would say on the subject. I guess he just didn't want to go home looking like he'd had the shit beaten out of him (which he might have? I don't know). Ryan's a sweet guy, he has his complexities and irritating moments, but overall, he's one of those genuinely good people. He slept over and left in the morning; leaving blood stains on my favourite tank top. I'm thinking he probably got in a fight with his mate David. Over what - just don't know.
I was also sick earlier in the week; which just made everything else even more amazing. Since Brook isn't working though at least he helps out around the house and cleans. I've also made huge progress with my new favourite hobby - making CATS costumes. And True Blood each week keeps me alive and breathing. I'm making my way through the books as well. I'm up to the witches. They're easy books to read. They take roughly a day or two for me. Eric is so much more amazing in the books than he is in the show - and Bill...Bill just fuck me off. Anyway; enough with the ranting.