Balthazar, Doctor of Strangelove: or, How the Kings Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Their Life

Nov 26, 2011 13:06

It truly spoke volumes about Cas’ life that, when he answered his phone and heard nothing but swearing, he still wasn’t sure who was calling. He could think of five people off the bat who’d called barking curses at him-and that was when they were sober ( Read more... )

character: bobby singer, character: anna, rating: r, 3 kings verse, character: castiel

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alice_alaizabel November 26 2011, 19:14:06 UTC
YOU MADE ME CRY, FIC-WIFE! AGAIN!

*wibble*

That last bit where Sam's talking about his dad, and the last paragraph. That got me all teary.

You know, I didn't expect this to be so heartwrenching when this "It truly spoke volumes about Cas’ life that, when he answered his phone and heard nothing but swearing, he still wasn’t sure who was calling" is your opening line.

Although I was struggling to work out what point in the timeline this was set until the conversation with Balthazar. (BTW: You spell his name with two Zs, are you doing that on purpose?)

But I am glad that he and Cas made up! ^__^

Was also quite proud of Sammy in this one (which, WTF, he's a fictional character, not your child) because of how calm he was, and how well he looked after Dean and Cas.

Also "kicked, locked-out-in-a-thunderstorm puppy" is the best description ever.

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cosmic_medusa November 29 2011, 03:15:58 UTC
Awwww thank you!!!!

I don't MEAN to make you cry, promise!!!!

Also, Balthazar's $#%$ name was an auto-correct problem...one of these days I have to suck it up and apply for a BETA. I know that I'm able to produce on an irregular schedule though, and I hate being beholden to someone else's.

And I'm glad you like Sammy! I'm going to be flashing back, but in the main timeline, Sammy's def growing back to his old self, and will continue to. I know I jump around in time in this 'verse, but that's why I wanted to write a 'verse: I always write everything out of order, so I like writing a story where I can jump about! One day, if I stop being lazy, I'll make a real timeline...that's on my list of things to do in my imaginary world of free time, heehee.

Love ya, my dearest wife! I was going to say Happy Thanksgiving and then remembered making that gaff in France. I think every nation on Earth should have a Thanksgiving, where they get two days off to eat for no real historical reason. God Bless America. <3 <3 <3

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alice_alaizabel November 30 2011, 00:47:22 UTC
Hey, Christmas is coming up; that's a whole month to eat for no religious reason (at least for me) ^__^

I like everything being out of order too. This is the first time I've not known pretty much immediately when it was set.

And because I have absolutely no life or responsibilities, and because I want all your free time focused on writing more of this 'verse, and because I am the best wife ever, I have compiled the stories into the best chronological order I could manage. With explanations.

This is going to get lengthy.

The Mechanisms of An Immature Mind (When Sam is a baby)

And Our Fates We Did Establish (Sam just sounds younger to me here than in Faith In A Faith That Falls)

Faith In A Faith That Falls (Sam is seven, Dean is eleven.)

When Sammy Met Cas (A little while after Dean started going out with Cas; before Jess died)

The Thief In The Night (Before Sam is living on the streets but after he's starting using heavily)

The Festival Of Weeks (Sam has just signed himself into rehab)

Simon Says (Sometime during the first ( ... )

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cosmic_medusa November 30 2011, 02:07:00 UTC
Oh my God!!! You're the most amazing #%$#$ wife OF ALL TIME!!!! And you nailed the timeline I have in my head ( ... )

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phx69 November 26 2011, 19:24:58 UTC
Awww... that was sweet. I liked that Cas was called on the ass he was being (and I say, ass, although I do get and understand why he was behaving so but I still like that he realized he wasn't being fair and he was behaving long a jealous wife). I liked seeing Sam being strong here although I suspect it cost him a lot although it would have given him something to focus on - comforting Dean - and I'd think his real demons would come to front once Dean was on the mend and the adrenaline rush leaves him with just himself and own fears and feelings to focus on. I also like Balthazar even if sometimes I am not sure what he is talking about :P ( ... )

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cosmic_medusa November 30 2011, 00:30:17 UTC
I'm glad you enjoyed! Honestly, I understand that you're a hurt!Sam girl, because I am too, but I would hope that, after reading this 'verse, you trust me enough to know that I'm going to do my best to provide for all comers. There will be plenty of hurt!addict!grieving!Sam in this series, but I also want to show the growth of the three as a unit, and in order for it to be effective, there has to be instances where they switch roles, and they get the chance to care for each other.

And, even if I am a hurt!Sam girl....Dean is super-fun. I love his attitude. And I love when Sam is a dutiful little brother: it just makes me love him all the more.

And no worries: I'm having exploring Cas' 'bitchy' side. He's fun as a human.

Thank you for reading and taking the time to write such a thoughtful, in-depth review!

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dopeyangel101 November 26 2011, 19:46:22 UTC
Wow.
I love this little 'verse quite a lot right now :)
Can't really say fairer than that :)
Well done x

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cosmic_medusa November 29 2011, 03:16:40 UTC
Aw thank you so much! Thank you for taking the time to read and review!

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brosedshield November 26 2011, 20:09:17 UTC
I love how messed up the boys are, but somehow when they are together they manage to make things better. And I'm always a sucker for the abused!boys history that you've developed with John. Yay!

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cosmic_medusa November 29 2011, 03:17:14 UTC
Thank you! I love playing with abused!boys, and with messed-up-but-ultimately-redeemed-boys. I just love playing with our boys in general! <3

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drunkcascookies November 26 2011, 21:33:05 UTC
*surreptitiously wipes at face* I'm not crying; it's just raining on my face.

/Flight of the Conchords

This 'verse always squeezes my heart until it bursts in a fit of heartwarming. Cas and his insecurities! Sam reassuring Cas! Balthazar making Cas see reason! Loving this as much as all the others, which is to say a lot. :D

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cosmic_medusa November 29 2011, 03:52:26 UTC
Aw, I'm sorry I made you sad! Rest assured, whatever angst I toss at the boys (because we all love it, yes) they will always come back together in a great big ball of fluff! Thank you so much for your continuous readership, and your great, awesome reviews! <3

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