.::Life..sucks::.
I can't do this. I am seriously SO FUCKING WEAK I am NEVER going to find a guy that appreciates me, AND LOVES ME, and wants to be with me all the time, hug me, kiss me. MY LIFE IS over. Second fucking time. How many more times can my heart get stepped on. I mean YEAH i dumped him, but I dumped him because he totally seemed like he didn't even CARE about me anymore. THAT HURTS. like a mother fucker. I'm numb to the world. I can't Sleep I can't EAT.. I can't do ANYTHING 8 months, all down the fucking drain, and I'll probably NEVER get him back EVER.547=567r0h=tr0yrt WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO FOR FUCKING REAL!!!! i love this kid more than life ITSELF and I would do anything ANYTHING to get him back. I'd let him work and hang out with whoever he wants and only see me as much as he wants...i have to go =[ I don't even understand what I'm talking about..goodbye.