Aug 02, 2002 03:28
I feel SO fucking sick. I talked to Will today, I was kind of mean, but I don't really wanna talk about it, cuz you know, it's just a really extremely hard topic to talk about. Basically, this is the story. We both want eachother, we both want eachother back, but we don't know what do with everything all at once, cuz everythings just so confusing right now... :/ anyone know how I feel. But I know, this time, he cares. Because, I was so mean, and he still was like "Anah STOP I love you, please stop you're hurting me..." and that just made me realize, this time, I'm not letting go. I'm not letting go unless he tells me to give up. I have faith. Faith and love is all you need..and in the end, everything will be fine.. He told me that sometime soon, he wanted to just sit, and talk, and cuddle, all night. That would mean so much..just holding him in my arms and knowing that I could comfort him.
I want to tell you guys something. I love you all so fucking much. Theres not a time that I've written in here, and been sad, and you guys haven't have been there, YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE and I thank you for that, and I want you to know, I will always be there for you. You really are true friends.
and just remember..never give up....
leave me comments. <3 I'm going to Jamie's tomorrow for the day, and then I have no idea. Goodnite :D