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I get a sense that those around me will start to resent Brian. I hope my friendships and my relationship with Brian could all converge and become one, you know? I don't want a separate life with my friends and a separate life with Brian. I want my friends to like him and he to like my friends. I know he likes my friends a lot because he and I always talk about it, I don't want him to be like me. I know my friends like him. So I don't think it's him that they will resent, I think it would be me. They will see me as the person who is ditching them for him. That's not true. I love my friends and I will always love my friends. I recognize that they were there before Brian and they will always be with me. Maybe I haven't been doing a good job lately but I will. I have to. I love my friends and they are great people and I will not have them feel like they are being pushed aside to make room for Brian because that is not the case.