Apr 15, 2007 00:21
I'm taking art courses this quarter, but can't say I'm thrilled. As usual, it's a subject of interest taught by a lackluster teacher/professor. He's nice, but repetitive as fuck, and wastes tons of time. We have almost three hours (and since I show up early, it's pretty much three hours for me), and he lectures for two of those hours. He's also strict on attendance policies, which annoys me deeply.
Taxes are due tomorrow, and I can't find my child support document. I still haven't filled out my FAFSA, which is upsetting. I don't know if I'll get anything back this year, since I didn't work AT ALL! That blows asshole.
I did pay tuition, so I could get a little return.
James has an interview coming up in a few days. It would be nice to get a new apartment. I can't fucking stand this shit-hole. He's not been too helpful in looking for a new place however, so I'm terrified he's going to try to stick here. You'd think after all the shit he's pulled and all the empty promises he's made, he'd do SOMETHING to make me happy, but no, still using me as usual. I did get $200 of the $500 he owes me back and without a fight this time! Last time I loaned out a large amount of money to him, he had his douche-bag roommate threaten me, after he specifically told me to come get it, then spent the night out of town, who knows where doing who knows what.
I fucking hate this "relationship". I just constantly feel let down, lied to, deceived, lied about (which he refuses to clear up), everybody is better looking than me, has a better personality than me, and is worth going out of the way for in general (as opposed to me).
I fucking hate being here, stuck with people I can't fucking stand; not being able to work, drive, go out... It's getting to me, and bad.