Down with Love? Um... more like down with anything not Pink and Shiney
So ok, its been like one week and literally everything idiotic has like happened. Stuff i'm too wierded out by to even admit here, but i will say this... i know insane people. i date insane men. i need to stop that.
Again i think i must go on trying to make myself into the girl i want to be. I kinda got a little lax about all that self improvement stuff... i sorta let myself go. From now on, no more of this. No more slacking off stuff because i get all upset some random thing didn't work out... and by random thing i mean random boy. Relationships shouldn't require actual thought before the first date, especially if its more thought than like 'what skirt goes with my cute new shoes?'
I'm done being thoughtful for boys who seriously don't earn it. I mean, i'm still gonna be all worry-worty about monkey in london and jeff with that bunny-boiler Ana... see that shmoops? i even spelled her damn name right... she gives girls with crushes a bad rep.
First plan in my self improvement thing... surrounding myself in happy things. I'm done being crabby at school. i have my pink pens and my cute clothes, lets go art school! Screw Kathi, my annual report is mine, my theme, my stuff, my damn career. And if i find a pink portfolio case... better just move away from my credit card, cause it'll be out and on the counter faster than you can say hue value and chroma. I'm done trying to be the girl they think will get ahead. i hate compition over stupid stuff like this. I'm in art school, not the damn Road Rules.
I'm gonna go paint my nails now and decide my next personal plan of attack.
Again i think i must go on trying to make myself into the girl i want to be. I kinda got a little lax about all that self improvement stuff... i sorta let myself go. From now on, no more of this. No more slacking off stuff because i get all upset some random thing didn't work out... and by random thing i mean random boy. Relationships shouldn't require actual thought before the first date, especially if its more thought than like 'what skirt goes with my cute new shoes?'
I'm done being thoughtful for boys who seriously don't earn it. I mean, i'm still gonna be all worry-worty about monkey in london and jeff with that bunny-boiler Ana... see that shmoops? i even spelled her damn name right... she gives girls with crushes a bad rep.
First plan in my self improvement thing... surrounding myself in happy things. I'm done being crabby at school. i have my pink pens and my cute clothes, lets go art school! Screw Kathi, my annual report is mine, my theme, my stuff, my damn career. And if i find a pink portfolio case... better just move away from my credit card, cause it'll be out and on the counter faster than you can say hue value and chroma. I'm done trying to be the girl they think will get ahead. i hate compition over stupid stuff like this. I'm in art school, not the damn Road Rules.
I'm gonna go paint my nails now and decide my next personal plan of attack.