i am confidence and insecurity, i'm a one girl revolution
ok so aimee and horizon camp.... well... we need some space too. hehe. really, what doesn't aimee want to runaway from?
um... her friends?
yeah, i feel bad. i'm sorry jenni that i never call. when i talked to you on saturday i felt like an ass for trying to deal with all of this alone.
my mother may be insane and not realize who she is or who i am or that 20% off means the price decreases not increases, but she's not me. and i won't neccessarily turn into her.
and i won't be alone forever. i'll just be that way now. and i really don't even want an intense romantic relationship at the moment. i just... feel like i'm not... enough of a woman if i'm not with a man. that's insane and i know it, so i'm learning to deal with it. sometimes southern breeding is bad, and feminism is probably the right approach. i just need to learn to balance that a little better.
but aimee and horizon camp... um... probably not gonna last. mainly because it just yanks me back to being the small girl who dated an ass and who's mother left in the middle of camp. on top of it, i really dislike 80% of the people there... and the ones i did like hit on me now (thomas daly!!! gee jenni... could ya have dated worse men?????)
hell... at least he's not engaged right? :oP
to tell the honest truth... i'm gonna be fine. i'm gonna get through all of this stupid drama just fine... and i know it... it just took major meltdowns to get me to admit that i even had drama.
um... her friends?
yeah, i feel bad. i'm sorry jenni that i never call. when i talked to you on saturday i felt like an ass for trying to deal with all of this alone.
my mother may be insane and not realize who she is or who i am or that 20% off means the price decreases not increases, but she's not me. and i won't neccessarily turn into her.
and i won't be alone forever. i'll just be that way now. and i really don't even want an intense romantic relationship at the moment. i just... feel like i'm not... enough of a woman if i'm not with a man. that's insane and i know it, so i'm learning to deal with it. sometimes southern breeding is bad, and feminism is probably the right approach. i just need to learn to balance that a little better.
but aimee and horizon camp... um... probably not gonna last. mainly because it just yanks me back to being the small girl who dated an ass and who's mother left in the middle of camp. on top of it, i really dislike 80% of the people there... and the ones i did like hit on me now (thomas daly!!! gee jenni... could ya have dated worse men?????)
hell... at least he's not engaged right? :oP
to tell the honest truth... i'm gonna be fine. i'm gonna get through all of this stupid drama just fine... and i know it... it just took major meltdowns to get me to admit that i even had drama.