Nov 19, 2006 14:08
I have to admit, since Facebook took over my life, and the stuff with my new sister, I'm not sure I'm going to write in here much anymore.. For the last year, I've looked at it as more of a diary for thoughts than a catch-up on what I've been doing really, but still with a bit in there.. Maybe it's time to bow out of LJ for a while.. It's pretty boring round here, I have no job, hardly any friends here, I've not managed to get out of 1st gear yet..!
I will probably post the important things in there, and will look at updates, but I'm not sure how much else I can write here on a regular basis..
Things were wobbly with Aimee for a while, but I've been looking up lots of things about transsexualism, and reading about it, and trying to take an active supporting role in her transition. Now everything is fine, I understand that there is a lot more to come, but that cannot be harder than realising that you have lots your brother.
He was the one constant I had, boyfriends come and go, but he was the one guy I could depend on to not cheat on me, to entertain me if I was sad, or to be there for me if I was bummed out. Now he's gone it's like a berevement, my brother is gone.
But now I have a sister, who is trying so hard to be accepted as a woman. She is such a brave person for doing this, and I admire anyone who can go against what they, and society, have been taught..