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A lot of shit on my mind...
I had surgery yesterday and I can say that I’ve never been in this much pain in my entire life.
Got my nose relined and my tonsils taken out...
The doctor said that he’s never seen tonsils bigger than mine in his fifteen years in his field.
Which I do believe seeing how I’ve had tonsilitis like thirty fucking times.
All I can say is that now I know how Jesus felt when he was tortured because it feels like I’ve been raped and skull fucked.
So the last 48 hours all I’ve been doing is thinking and thinking about the summer... the future the past whatever....
And im worried im so fucking worried that im going to loose her.
In the past 2 weeks ... I’ve seen her once and it just seems like were becoming more distant from each other ... but who the fuck cares right that’s life people come and people go......
I hope whoever reads this is having a better weekend than me.
I had surgery yesterday and I can say that I’ve never been in this much pain in my entire life.
Got my nose relined and my tonsils taken out...
The doctor said that he’s never seen tonsils bigger than mine in his fifteen years in his field.
Which I do believe seeing how I’ve had tonsilitis like thirty fucking times.
All I can say is that now I know how Jesus felt when he was tortured because it feels like I’ve been raped and skull fucked.
So the last 48 hours all I’ve been doing is thinking and thinking about the summer... the future the past whatever....
And im worried im so fucking worried that im going to loose her.
In the past 2 weeks ... I’ve seen her once and it just seems like were becoming more distant from each other ... but who the fuck cares right that’s life people come and people go......
I hope whoever reads this is having a better weekend than me.