odd dream
I believe I've watched too much Xena this weekend. Last night I dreamt, that I watched what looked like a cross between Brother's Grimm and Xena. But when the wire work acrobatics were done, I was petting Argo, Xena's horse. We were talking about something. I wish I could remember the right words. It left me feeling calm, focused, understanding. It must have been something akin to the Serenity prayer. I recited it with Argo while tracing my fingers over a ribbon design on his neck that reminds the awake me of M.C. Escher. At the end of the prayer was "the goddess Diana." Which is a bit odd. Xena is Greek gods, so shouldn't I have said Artemis? Diana is Roman. Of course, I also said this with a horse.. But the feeling was still there when I woke up. I think I figured it out, but not really.
While thinking about it in the shower, it occured to me why I haven't done my necessary sorting. I don't like the idea of deciding what parts of my past aren't gonig with me. I don't want to decide what means more than others, what is more important. Some how realizing this makes it easier to go through. Not sure why and I greatly wish I could remember what I said in the dream that made me feel this way.
On another note, I have added my myspace account in the website link above. I update both but no cross updating. So if you don't see anything new here after a bit, check there.
While thinking about it in the shower, it occured to me why I haven't done my necessary sorting. I don't like the idea of deciding what parts of my past aren't gonig with me. I don't want to decide what means more than others, what is more important. Some how realizing this makes it easier to go through. Not sure why and I greatly wish I could remember what I said in the dream that made me feel this way.
On another note, I have added my myspace account in the website link above. I update both but no cross updating. So if you don't see anything new here after a bit, check there.