she's my home: corymalone

corymalone

she's my home

Aug 04, 2004 23:56

my lovely jordan came down to see me for our one-year anniversary. it was so wonderful. i had the best time with her.

her flight came in early on the 27th and i picked her up. the moment i saw her, i couldn't stop smiling. when i got that first hug and kiss from her, i knew i was in heaven again. so then we chilled for a little then chilled some more with youssef. jordan met a bunch of my friends. that night we went to city walk and went to one of the hotels near by. while we were in the jacuzzi, i swear about 10000000 little kids wouldn't stop spying on us. lol. they wanted to see some action. lol. that's even what they yelled. so then the next day, we woke up at 6am and got ready and everything. we went to perkins at 7am. it was the same perkins we went to when she came down for her birthday. then we walked around a little and sat on our bench. we played with some ducks as well. then we had to go pick up adam from the airport. so after that we chilled for a while. then when it was jordan's last hour here until we had to take her to the airport, we spent that hour at the park. just her and i. we talked a lot. hugged and kissed. it was really meaningful to me. looking into each other eyes is so amazing. for some reason, whenever i close my eyes and picture myself looking deeply into jordan's eyes, i can see it so clearly. it's like i'm actually looking at her. wow. i don't know how to explain it. i'm just so in love with her and i will be always. then, we had to take her to the airport, which was very sad. it's crazy to think about how one minute i can be holding her so close to me in my arms, and the next minute, i can't. i hate leaving her side. i just cannot wait until the day her and i move in together. what a wonderful day that will be.

whenever i'm with her, everything feels so unreal. it's like a beautiful dream that i wish i could sleep to forever. it's a whole different world. everything's just so perfect when she's around. and once she's out of my sight, it's back to reality. i wish i could explain everything i feel for her. i could never though. no words could decribe the way i feel for her. you just know you're blessed when you've found someone who is always there for you and has this unconditional love for you. someone who never stops caring no matter what's going on. someone who is so honest and trustworthy. i have the funnest and best times whenever i'm with her. she's the funnest person i know. we have this connection between us that has always been meant to be. ever since we met on the cruise. i knew then that i met someone so special. and when we fell in love with each other, i knew i had something that most people would wait a lifetime for. just having someone who loves you for you and who thinks you're beautiful is something that can change your life. jordan has made me such a better person. i've needed her ever since i had feelings. she came into my life at the perfect time. she's like an angel that God sent to me. the word "love" was just a word to me before i met jordan. now it's a whole nother beautiful world.

waking up every morning and going to sleep every night knowing you have someone this special makes these days so much happier. jordan elizabeth hoogenhout, thank you for making this year the best and happiest year in my entire life. thank you for being everything to me. you will never the all the joy you've brought to my life. i am going to love you until the day i die and after. <3 7/28/03 <3