Oct 26, 2002 02:41
Its really sad. To see what it takes for someone to realize how little things actually mean. How short life actually is.How futile happiness can be. How long eternity is.
Tonight i have lost my soul,My strength is gone.I feel like all that was holding me up is gone now.I have nowhere to turn.No one to talk to. My soul is crying out and is running out of air. I could write some corney-assed poem or something,but that would only glorify the problem. I denied myself tears only to make sure that i didnt dignify the situation. I REFUSE TO BE DRAGGED DOWN BY THIS SHIT. I understand totally how theyve gotten to this point and i cant blame either one for the problem. No one is at fault. No one. Thats why i refuse to look back on past events and memories. Forget that. The memories are past and nothing more. Right now,It looks like Corey Taylor summed it up pretty well."In the end,all we do, is only all weve done." Ill keap my head up,fists clentched,and SIGHTS FORWARD. FOCUS CORY FOCUS. Enough with the babble. Im gonna go have a chat with myself.