Long time since ive posted.
OH MY GOD. Not much has changed since ive last posted.Some of my friends still dont talk to me for no apparent reason,and i still feel like no one cares. Insecurities play a big part in my life right now.
People are so confusing. Ive been lied to so many times in the past few weeks that im strting to wondwer if trying is even worth it.Im still trying to win love that i just cant get. I TRY AND TRY....but I fell like its a worthless effort.
Have you ever fealt like someones taking out your heart? well,that susm up how ive been feeling. i SEE people and look back on how things used to be and i miss them more than ever.i know i should just quit and save myself the pain but i cant help who im led to love.i WISH i could. some things are just to hard to resist.Old flames are not easily put out.
I just cant help wonder what things would be like, how my whole outlook would change...if i only had the missing piece of me.
I look at other possibilities,but theyre empty compared to whats out there....what i shallowly and unrealistically hope for.
People are so confusing. Ive been lied to so many times in the past few weeks that im strting to wondwer if trying is even worth it.Im still trying to win love that i just cant get. I TRY AND TRY....but I fell like its a worthless effort.
Have you ever fealt like someones taking out your heart? well,that susm up how ive been feeling. i SEE people and look back on how things used to be and i miss them more than ever.i know i should just quit and save myself the pain but i cant help who im led to love.i WISH i could. some things are just to hard to resist.Old flames are not easily put out.
I just cant help wonder what things would be like, how my whole outlook would change...if i only had the missing piece of me.
I look at other possibilities,but theyre empty compared to whats out there....what i shallowly and unrealistically hope for.