Boredom's not a burden anyone should bare.
Seems to me like lately my life has been just going one day at a time, as far as where im going with things. Im so frustrated. Every direction is just anothre series of long drawn out scenarios. School is empty and quite pointless at this time. I feel like theres no reason to be there. Since the beginning of this year, it hasnt benefited me in any way. I havent learned anything profound or remotely invigorating. Isnt that what education is supposed to do? make you want to think? seems like this year, school is doing exactly the opposite. Id rather go spend the entire day in the library or Barnes and noble.
My personal relationships have been skewed as well. i can only really name 5 people id care to be alone with at any point. and thats never been true before. and i dont know where to go with certain things. my heart and head say 2 different things in every situation. can you say tough? Like i always say, i think i overanalyze things. my only pleasures now are music, bookstores, music stores and coffee. idk this is a rough spot in my life. ive never felt so trapped.
My personal relationships have been skewed as well. i can only really name 5 people id care to be alone with at any point. and thats never been true before. and i dont know where to go with certain things. my heart and head say 2 different things in every situation. can you say tough? Like i always say, i think i overanalyze things. my only pleasures now are music, bookstores, music stores and coffee. idk this is a rough spot in my life. ive never felt so trapped.