A Post about kidneys AND role playing?
So I got word from my doctor that my transplant will most likely happen in March or April. There is a 3-6 week recovery from it, if indeed it happens at all, so that would mean even if it happens on March 1st there's a good chance I wouldn't be able to go to ACUS.
But it is up to me, which means I could delay it. In the scheme of things and considering what I've already gone through a month, or really less than that, doesn't seem like much.
I'm still not sure. This was my doctor telling me everything on our end is ready, and that the last of my bro's tests have come out positive. Definitely good news. He still needs to get his blood pressure checked out, he has an appointment to do that, but then all he has to do is decide. Which means I get to spend XMas with my brother trying not to talk about all this while he tries to decide if he wants to do this monumental thing and I can't even afford to get him a Christmas gift.
I don't know how to feel about all this I want to be happy but I don't know. I'm worried and hopeful and terrified and guilty and I just don't know what to do or how to react. Stupid emotions.
But it is up to me, which means I could delay it. In the scheme of things and considering what I've already gone through a month, or really less than that, doesn't seem like much.
I'm still not sure. This was my doctor telling me everything on our end is ready, and that the last of my bro's tests have come out positive. Definitely good news. He still needs to get his blood pressure checked out, he has an appointment to do that, but then all he has to do is decide. Which means I get to spend XMas with my brother trying not to talk about all this while he tries to decide if he wants to do this monumental thing and I can't even afford to get him a Christmas gift.
I don't know how to feel about all this I want to be happy but I don't know. I'm worried and hopeful and terrified and guilty and I just don't know what to do or how to react. Stupid emotions.