Sep 28, 2014 01:46
So... crappy brain chemistry kind of afternoon/evening. The kind where I feel not just indifferent but hateful to things I otherwise like.
******
Venom in my soul
[28/9/2014]
Tonight
my mind is ashy-grey
my heart is caustic
Tonight
I would not have you come
Though every night else
I called for you
Tonight
Stay away from me
my brightest flame
Lest my delight
Become poisoned
depressed,
dysthymia,
i hate this,
brain chemistry,
god i hate this,
angst