the state of my life
so... life. mine is fairly boring. average. but here's what's going on at the moment. well, at this very moment i'm in my living room listening to my chemical romance and eating some berries. something is wrong with my shoulder. i'm in extreme amounts of pain that, over the past month, has only gotten worse. it now wakes me up around five times every night. vicodin and heat packs don't seem to help. i don't know what to do. perhaps i really should go to the doctor. btw, i think the new my chemical romance video is really cool. its on my sister's myspace.
this past weekend was pretty good. on friday denise and i just hung out with josh, rick and scott because it had been forever since we last played with them. we just played kings and had some laughs. on saturday me, denise, ashley and nathalie went to matt shanfield's birthday party. somehow we didn't even leave our apartment until midnight. weird because we thought it was waaay earlier. but the party was fun. there were a lot of people there. haha they even had a bouncer. oh and then brandon gave me, dennis ashley and john a ride home. i havent seen him in a while. oh and then steve and pete came over to hang out with us too.
christine and i bought a tv, and now i have no money. or we are buying a tv anyways. from daniela's family. for our place next year. we need to find a place to live. christine wants to live in a house, and i really dont care, so she's been looking for houses now. we're also living with morgan, btw, for those who didn't know.
i hate that i like someone who doesn't really care about me. sometimes i think he does and sometimes i dont. sometimes he says he cares and other times we dont talk for like two weeks. this is why friends with benefits doesn't work. someone gets hurt. i'm getting hurt. i really can't complain though. i mean, i've been letting it happen like all year.
on a brighter note, denise christine ashley and i are going to rosarito on saturday!! i'm so excited. we're all going to have so much fun. i wish it was spring break now!!
this past weekend was pretty good. on friday denise and i just hung out with josh, rick and scott because it had been forever since we last played with them. we just played kings and had some laughs. on saturday me, denise, ashley and nathalie went to matt shanfield's birthday party. somehow we didn't even leave our apartment until midnight. weird because we thought it was waaay earlier. but the party was fun. there were a lot of people there. haha they even had a bouncer. oh and then brandon gave me, dennis ashley and john a ride home. i havent seen him in a while. oh and then steve and pete came over to hang out with us too.
christine and i bought a tv, and now i have no money. or we are buying a tv anyways. from daniela's family. for our place next year. we need to find a place to live. christine wants to live in a house, and i really dont care, so she's been looking for houses now. we're also living with morgan, btw, for those who didn't know.
i hate that i like someone who doesn't really care about me. sometimes i think he does and sometimes i dont. sometimes he says he cares and other times we dont talk for like two weeks. this is why friends with benefits doesn't work. someone gets hurt. i'm getting hurt. i really can't complain though. i mean, i've been letting it happen like all year.
on a brighter note, denise christine ashley and i are going to rosarito on saturday!! i'm so excited. we're all going to have so much fun. i wish it was spring break now!!