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Mar 11, 2008 22:42

the term 'reality' is subjective.

so is 'living'.

this isn't my idea of either. daylight savings time sprung foward just in time for spring break and not a moment too soon. brookdale makes me shake.

i've been trying to cut down/quit smoking cigarettes in the past few weeks. albeit a 'healthy' life-style change, my anxiety levels beg to differ. hey, what can i say? i'm human. well, almost.

daisy and i have a few fun outtings lined up for the upcoming week/end so maybe i'll stop feeling so itchy soon. i love the time i spend with daisy because she understands and i stop feeling so anxious. it helps.

i love my mom but she is the mom and i am not. i am sorry you hurt, mommy, but i hurt too and no one tends to my every beckon call. bitter. resentful. la la la.

if you left me in charge of the universe, oh say for a day or two .. well everything would be yellow and warm. we would walk barefoot through the tall grass and wear matching sun dresses and sadness wouldn't exist. just for a day or two. maybe just one day. hmm.
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