whoa
well heres what i did last night
watched the most depressing documentary ever.
ate with some cool people
found a place that i could see all the city lights listened to music and enjoyed some much needed time alone to reflect on everything ive been through in the last month. yeah the prayer room is good for that but sometimes you need to scream and sing and be completely alone. it was really amazing and ill do it again tonight if i have the time.
but back to that documentary. ive never cried while watching a movie but i lost it in that. its invisible children and theres this part where this kid is crying and just thinking about it makes me tear up. its so sad! i just feel so damn selfish for freaking out so much about my life when i still have my family and i still have a warm dry place to live and i still have all of my friends and so much more! i know everyone says they want to but i really need to help those kids. i need to know at the end of my life that i was here for a reason and i made a difference. you can say im lame but its only because im not fake and i say whats on my mind. but anyways... thats my thoughts for the day. wow and entry that kind of has a point. im awesome.
watched the most depressing documentary ever.
ate with some cool people
found a place that i could see all the city lights listened to music and enjoyed some much needed time alone to reflect on everything ive been through in the last month. yeah the prayer room is good for that but sometimes you need to scream and sing and be completely alone. it was really amazing and ill do it again tonight if i have the time.
but back to that documentary. ive never cried while watching a movie but i lost it in that. its invisible children and theres this part where this kid is crying and just thinking about it makes me tear up. its so sad! i just feel so damn selfish for freaking out so much about my life when i still have my family and i still have a warm dry place to live and i still have all of my friends and so much more! i know everyone says they want to but i really need to help those kids. i need to know at the end of my life that i was here for a reason and i made a difference. you can say im lame but its only because im not fake and i say whats on my mind. but anyways... thats my thoughts for the day. wow and entry that kind of has a point. im awesome.