Slowly coming around
This is the first time I've felt like writing a journal entry in a long time. Quite a lot has happened, none of which I really want to talk about in any great detail.
Future self, if you're reading this entry years from now, I really hope you're in a better place. I know I am, slowly, healing the wounds left me as my divorce recedes further and further into the rear-view mirror.
tryss said something a few entries back that was pretty profound, something that I've not forgotten and am not likely to forget. She said that it's like being hit by a train. You can find most of the pieces of yourself, but you'll never find them all. And you'll never be able to put yourself back together completely, exactly the same way that you were before.
In my case I think I ended up being a bit more fragile, and while I haven't totally lost my ability to trust, it's certainly notched up the difficulty level by a few dice.
Future self, if you're reading this entry years from now, I really hope you're in a better place. I know I am, slowly, healing the wounds left me as my divorce recedes further and further into the rear-view mirror.
tryss said something a few entries back that was pretty profound, something that I've not forgotten and am not likely to forget. She said that it's like being hit by a train. You can find most of the pieces of yourself, but you'll never find them all. And you'll never be able to put yourself back together completely, exactly the same way that you were before.
In my case I think I ended up being a bit more fragile, and while I haven't totally lost my ability to trust, it's certainly notched up the difficulty level by a few dice.