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[corruptedminds]

Well, court was cancelled today. Apparently there was a conflict between the lawyers and it's being continued, we don't know when the new court date is yet. I really don't want to get into detail, so I'll just say the basics. My brother is in jail here for assault and bodily harm. He was defending me. I really don't want to say anymore than that. My brother in law John was in on it too, but he lives in NC, and he also really didn't have as much to do with it. Really the whole situation is just killing me...and it's really put a big damper on my family and myself. We really aren't talking right now and that hurts. My mother really disappointed me, it's almost like she kicked me in the heart...and I'm not really coping with it too well right now. That's one of the big stress factors right now, but trust me when I say that there are many more. I'm so depressed lately...doing things to myself I shouldn't be doing. I need to figure out how to feel better about myself and my life. But anyway, I should go. I've only got 15 more minutes left before I have to get off of this computer.
Wish me luck guys. And cross your fingers that we find a way to get enough food to last us until next Friday. Heh.

Oh, and I turn 21 on March 15th. Yay.

Susie <3 <3 <3