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Yesterday I got a paper jounal. I think I need to actually sit down and write about certain things.
I'm really upset with myself lately. I have been depressed and just want to stop disliking myself. I'm tired of all these things that make me feel like I'm nothing. Anyway, I need to lose weight. Like 15 lbs.
April 20th, we're driving out to North Carolina to visit my friends and family. My father and sister live out there. My sister just got married a few weeks ago. I hope that dork treats her well or else. I'm planning on moving back out to North Carolina shortly after the wedding. I can't wait. I really liked it out there. I really have no relationship with my father anymore. But hopefully I'll like him a little bit when I see him again.
I'm excited to see my sister again. We've always been close and she's the coolest. I haven't met her husband yet. I've talked to him on the phone a few times, and he seems nice enough. But there are things about him I know that I'm a bit cautious about.
Anyway, I miss everyone.
And I wish I felt better.
And I dyed my hair. It looks cool. I'll post a picture later.
I'm really upset with myself lately. I have been depressed and just want to stop disliking myself. I'm tired of all these things that make me feel like I'm nothing. Anyway, I need to lose weight. Like 15 lbs.
April 20th, we're driving out to North Carolina to visit my friends and family. My father and sister live out there. My sister just got married a few weeks ago. I hope that dork treats her well or else. I'm planning on moving back out to North Carolina shortly after the wedding. I can't wait. I really liked it out there. I really have no relationship with my father anymore. But hopefully I'll like him a little bit when I see him again.
I'm excited to see my sister again. We've always been close and she's the coolest. I haven't met her husband yet. I've talked to him on the phone a few times, and he seems nice enough. But there are things about him I know that I'm a bit cautious about.
Anyway, I miss everyone.
And I wish I felt better.
And I dyed my hair. It looks cool. I'll post a picture later.