Apr 14, 2006 00:29
okay so to update about my week.
monday - didnt really do anything but then hung out with dani, merri, and pierre for like an hour and a half. then went to the grocery store with my dad. woo?
tuesday - went to meet dani, chels, and merri. got a call from my dad that my brother had to go to the hospital. freaked and ran home. spent my day at the hospital. went to my moms. didnt get my shoes.
wednesday - hung out with chels. helped merri with her video. went back to chels. went to the movies to see stay alive(again) with chels, ryan, ninja, megan, sarah, and cassie. it twas pretty fun. spent the night at chels.
today = amazing. ryan was having a party but chels and i didnt know if we wanted to go at first. but omg. im so glad we went. the people there were: chels, me, ninja, ryan, megan, tony, drake, jess, sarah, and cassie. it was so much fun. we didnt really do much but i guess that was the fun part? just being with my friends. then right before we left started talking about life stories (me, chels, tony, ninja, and drake...and then ryan came in) and it killed me. i was so upset. ninja has been though so much shit that its insane. i looked over when he was talking and he had tears in his eyes and it was just horrible..i could even look at him cause i knew i was gonna cry. i really love all of them. so much. it was amazing. one of the best nights in a long time. but im kinda mad that cassie wouldnt play spin the bottle and i had to sit out with her (only cause im nice and i felt bad). oh well. it was still fun. the girls there kinda bothered me though. chels and i need to hang out with just the boys there. as in: tony, ryan, drake, and mike. that would be so amazing. i really dont get along with girls well. AT ALL. except chels. but yeah im done blabbering about nothing. i just cant really explain how i feel right now. tonight was just..really good. and i really needed it since my week was pretty shitty in the beginning. i love you guys. even though none of you will read this except chels. i really do love you all. thanks for a great night.
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and tomorrow is the mall which hopefully will be a good night. ninja said hes gonna come so im excited. hes really one of the sweetest guys i have ever met. and hopefully josh walsh goes. and natalie. i miss her so much. :[
okay im done for real this time.