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[Private :: unintentionally unscreened because he's too upset]
I don't get it.
He...he said that...there's no such thing as equivalent exchange. How could that be? I've existed with that principle as my guide and salvation and hope and it's, it's false? I don't...I don't - I don't understand!
Love is stupid.
Love is stupid and painful and fucking scary but...I don't...I love him. I don't want to lose him. I'm scared of losing him. God forbid I sound like a sap but fucking hellfire, if, if he - if he chooses Greed -
And then there's Zoe - she's not telling me something... And, and that stint with Riza. Something about Rosiel, he, he said Pride left him.
Sometimes I wonder if it would be better for me to disappear instead of Pride...at least he has an excuse. I? None. None at all...
I wish you were here.
I wish we were dead.
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Teacher Izumi's here. Thankfully I haven't gotten clobbered yet.
Hey Ed, stop being so hostile. I haven't done anything to you yet.
Yil-Tria is off-bounds for now unless you want to spend a few days in the Infirmary recuperating. Sorry, Ren, but you're going to have to find somewhere else to stay for a while. Thanks.