focus focus focus
i learned that all this drama that people are trying to start with me is dumb..life is too short to even communicate with poeple who are so wrapped up in their own "precious" lives..you must focus on what makes u happy and who you want to be with and what u want to accomplish in life..life is just way too short and im starting to see it now..i really just need to focus on who loves me and who i love..i cant please everyone and i now realize that..my heart hurts but maybe its for the better and i will personally grown from the experience...i thank the one person who taught me to be positive..i used to be negetive and i still am but i am trying so hard to change and become a better person..if im arround people who make me feel like shit then its not worth it..they dont need to prove themselves but they could atleast show some interest.i realize i could have talked to them and told them how i felt but in a way i was scared that it would feel like i was talking to a wall..but yea, im sorry and yea, i have no fucking friends..:( its really starting to depress me but yea, i got some people i guess and one in particular helps me very much and i love them very much