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so i havent updated in a very long time, i felt it was nessacary to do so.
its strange to think how far ive come since my last entry. i ended up going to a wilderness rehab and now i am in orange county california going to aa and na meetings and getting my life together. ive met some amazing people out here. some who stayed around and some who have disappeared. i met a guy named hutton who i relapsed with, i shot up a lot of heroin and realized that it didnt work anymore, which is i guess something i needed. i just want to put my life back together. i am completely done with being a junkie. the lifestyle has been determined to be not so cool in my eyes. me and russ have broken up. i am starting over, and it feels amazing.
its strange to think how far ive come since my last entry. i ended up going to a wilderness rehab and now i am in orange county california going to aa and na meetings and getting my life together. ive met some amazing people out here. some who stayed around and some who have disappeared. i met a guy named hutton who i relapsed with, i shot up a lot of heroin and realized that it didnt work anymore, which is i guess something i needed. i just want to put my life back together. i am completely done with being a junkie. the lifestyle has been determined to be not so cool in my eyes. me and russ have broken up. i am starting over, and it feels amazing.