Jan 22, 2005 13:49
Its so odd, how you can be in a dark mood one day then wake up calm, excited, and best of all happy. My 'dark' mood has lasted for the last year, its been a struggle to keep myself optimistic since last january, maybe even before then....But on Tuesday I woke up and was unafraid, an unfamiliar feeling. I can't say what exactly happened, and why it was such a sudden change, but for the first time in a while I can say I am content. And I think I'll stay that way. I feel in control of myself again, I feel new and fresh, I feel fine, finally.