I am not: as brainless and shallow as sometimes I fear.
I hurt: people in an attempt to be superior.
I love: my sister... my mother... stef, claire, adria... sherman, lizzy.
I hate: feeling inadequate or below my peers.
I fear: drowning or burning, as well as waking up and finding this current world as only a dream... finding myself insane.
I hope: to write many great thigns before I graduate.
I crave: affection/friendship from a certain someone...
I regret: nothing.
I care: about lots and lots........and yet not as much as I suppose I could.
I always: try to smile and look on the bright side.
I long: to see london and ireland...
I feel alone: when a certain someone looks through me, instead of at me.
I listen: when theres something worth knowing.
I hide: inside fantasys and dreams
I drive: my dads car! I need to drive a second family car (i.e. my own car)
I sing: around my mother and sister... I sing songs and messup the words
I write: pretty much constantly
I breathe: all the time, which is a good thing!
I miss: lizzy. I miss nadine, the one dog I could stand... I miss claire soemtimes too.
I search: for new ideas, for myself.
I learn: whenever I'm not asleep, and sometimes then too, through my dreams.
I feel: calmed by barnes and knobles.
I say: pretty much everythign that comes to my mind.
I fail: at geometry.
I dream: constantly.
I wonder: why it seems as if my life has but one track, and why it seems like thats the only way... I wonder if its possible to go another way.
I want: to be happy 7 times out of 10.
I worry: about a certain someone.
I wish: ... for nothing..I dream.
I fight: for my place, to keep myself un-invisible.
I wait: to see who my life mate endsp being... I do belive I'll find them.
I need: unconditional love.
I have: unconditional love from many people.. I think.
I am: on my way.