update
so , update seams nessisary, working full time now over at the building fileins basement is in on conn. ave. same security company.
maken money. saving towards a new computer. drinking so much that i hope to kill that part of my brain thats lonely.
with weekends off been going to midnight and wargaming alot.
not going to sugar coat it , being trans is possibly the most lonely thing ive ever done in my whole life. i cant get dates, i cant flirt without incuring the wrath of heterosexualty.
i know alot of it is my solo nature. but its still horribly depressing.
oh well,live to keep living and drinking more booze.
maken money. saving towards a new computer. drinking so much that i hope to kill that part of my brain thats lonely.
with weekends off been going to midnight and wargaming alot.
not going to sugar coat it , being trans is possibly the most lonely thing ive ever done in my whole life. i cant get dates, i cant flirt without incuring the wrath of heterosexualty.
i know alot of it is my solo nature. but its still horribly depressing.
oh well,live to keep living and drinking more booze.