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dreamt of resistance all of last night.. people running through the streets.. fire?? interesting.. good..
drove with friends to toledo yesterday.. hung out with some anarchists in an unused apartment.. sat on the floor.. tired.. bored.. for hours.. went to the collingwood artist colony.. tamer than i thought.. those we wanted to see there not there.. but beautiful art.. nice to think of real artists, or rather those who actively create congregated 2gether.. was wondering if i should have stayed at home.. than we went to the art museum... we had 13 minutes before they closed.. so we rushed in.. i partnered off with my friend megan.. we linked arms and ran through.. stopping to peruse those pieces which affected us.. piqued our interests.. its a wonderful way to view art.. linked to another.. physical contact.. the physical linkingalso allowed for shared experiences of the art.. similar frames of references, distance, etc.. art art art.. those 13 minutes made the night.. afterwords, joined arms with our friend ben and the three of us walked sideways to the outsides.. sawa atree.. jumped up and climbed a rounn.d.. 13 minutes made my night.. tis grand.. owning myt time and myexperience..s..
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a few nights ago.. hanging out with some wonderful and cute people (a 'boy' and a 'girl') maybe helped me to understand my sexuality more.. i like the dynamics of interaction with three.. and id like to be in a relationship with 2 others (a 'man' and a 'woman').. a trio? not just a sexual interact9oin.. thats of lesser importance to me right now (probably cuz ive never really experienced the affects of 'real' sex before,the connecting and closening, ???) but a relationship. drawing tgether, swimming, encouraging.. etc..
does anyone have experience with these types of relationships?? not just sexual but fully encompassing'??
drove with friends to toledo yesterday.. hung out with some anarchists in an unused apartment.. sat on the floor.. tired.. bored.. for hours.. went to the collingwood artist colony.. tamer than i thought.. those we wanted to see there not there.. but beautiful art.. nice to think of real artists, or rather those who actively create congregated 2gether.. was wondering if i should have stayed at home.. than we went to the art museum... we had 13 minutes before they closed.. so we rushed in.. i partnered off with my friend megan.. we linked arms and ran through.. stopping to peruse those pieces which affected us.. piqued our interests.. its a wonderful way to view art.. linked to another.. physical contact.. the physical linkingalso allowed for shared experiences of the art.. similar frames of references, distance, etc.. art art art.. those 13 minutes made the night.. afterwords, joined arms with our friend ben and the three of us walked sideways to the outsides.. sawa atree.. jumped up and climbed a rounn.d.. 13 minutes made my night.. tis grand.. owning myt time and myexperience..s..
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a few nights ago.. hanging out with some wonderful and cute people (a 'boy' and a 'girl') maybe helped me to understand my sexuality more.. i like the dynamics of interaction with three.. and id like to be in a relationship with 2 others (a 'man' and a 'woman').. a trio? not just a sexual interact9oin.. thats of lesser importance to me right now (probably cuz ive never really experienced the affects of 'real' sex before,the connecting and closening, ???) but a relationship. drawing tgether, swimming, encouraging.. etc..
does anyone have experience with these types of relationships?? not just sexual but fully encompassing'??