weird
a calm before the storm. i feel like water on a pond, rippleless and unatural. i want to forgive and seek refuge in memories. i want to make better with my forgotten places and past. i want to feel peace entirely and secure it before the deluge comes and the pages of my new life splatter, churn and wash up to a new self.
i want to open up a blackened heart, and watch the stone crumble off, i want to see the doves fly again and not forget every other time they flew around my head. i want to remember the butterflies, and forget the blood on a bitten finger.
forgive,forget, remember
i want to dethorn what i have destroyed. i want to clear my head.
i want to watch the pages of my new life splatter, churn and wash up to a new self.
it is going to be a weird summer
i want to open up a blackened heart, and watch the stone crumble off, i want to see the doves fly again and not forget every other time they flew around my head. i want to remember the butterflies, and forget the blood on a bitten finger.
forgive,forget, remember
i want to dethorn what i have destroyed. i want to clear my head.
i want to watch the pages of my new life splatter, churn and wash up to a new self.
it is going to be a weird summer