Jul 29, 2008 12:35
So I never update...ew that's gross. It seems everything I used to do I don't do anymore. I have mad stuff to do today I have to go to the bank, then go to gamestop to get my gamecard, then I gotta sign up for driving school >:| and I think Robbie baby is buying rockband again so we can play the drums and have a total metal band. Today I woke up in a total downer because I am totally missing someone. Alexis. I miss you. I'm not just saying it either to be like OMG LETS CHILL and never chill. And last sunday was bullshit. :[. I really do miss you. I hate not having a bestfriend. We used to do everything together, laugh together and I honestly loved you so much. For three years we were unstoppable and we too busy being lazy and not giving a fuck about anymore or anything. I miss that so much. I miss everything we did. And I hope you still feel the same way because I would do anything to get our friendship back :[ really I would and I wanna say sorry for anything and everything that may have gotten in the way of us. Looking back I probably hurt you a lot, and I'm sorry for that. And now we don't talk..like ever. If you don't love me the way you used to and that sucks. But I'm posting this publicly because one I hope you will read it, you always loved your JL. And I'm gonna call you later. I know when both went our ways with friends and shit but I'm sorry for all that and all I want is our old way back. :[ so if you feel the same way let me know. After all, how long can Patrick go without Spongebob?
<3 I love you.
PS I think my icon is totally called for.