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So, I know I haven't wrote in mad long and I guess it's because blogging kinda was losing it's cool [but now lizmackattack totally has one], or because I just really don't have anything going on. Tomorrow's Thanksgiving, yum some turks for me and then Friday is hell day, AKA diet of my life day. I decided I need to lose like 60 pounds, seriously. I feel like I need to because no matter what anyone says I feel uncomfortable with my life. So maybe I need to lose the weight for me but I just feel so fucking ugly and no one can understand it but me. I mean I'm sure you can obviously see it but you don't know what I think day to day.
Oh a good note about friday, It's going to be the turkeybowl so GiGi, Veronica and I are going to play football with everyone at ORB and totally p'zone everyone and walk around redbank all day.
Okay, Okay, trying to think posi joe here, I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS! OMG! I love itttttt. I can't wait to buy everyone presents when I say buy I mean jack, haha, but chea. I can't wait for the parties and hopefully I get what I really want this year. Which would be a boy. I really want to meet a new boy, omg please God, I would love that.
Speaking of boys there is this one boy at school and I can't stop thinking about him. He is the cutest [IN MY EYES] boy I have really noticed in awhile. It kinda blows he is pretty much a clone of Doug but jeeeeezzz, I totally want this kid. He makes me so happy and I don't even know his name. I am so out of his leauge so like I will have to wait to talk to him if I ever but ahhhh I love him. :[ Oh and this d00d from tv pro is bangin' but he is a complete ass and I senior and I would rather have my man, haha. God help me I have no chance, kay so I want to watch south park now and go to bed. Nighty.
Oh a good note about friday, It's going to be the turkeybowl so GiGi, Veronica and I are going to play football with everyone at ORB and totally p'zone everyone and walk around redbank all day.
Okay, Okay, trying to think posi joe here, I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS! OMG! I love itttttt. I can't wait to buy everyone presents when I say buy I mean jack, haha, but chea. I can't wait for the parties and hopefully I get what I really want this year. Which would be a boy. I really want to meet a new boy, omg please God, I would love that.
Speaking of boys there is this one boy at school and I can't stop thinking about him. He is the cutest [IN MY EYES] boy I have really noticed in awhile. It kinda blows he is pretty much a clone of Doug but jeeeeezzz, I totally want this kid. He makes me so happy and I don't even know his name. I am so out of his leauge so like I will have to wait to talk to him if I ever but ahhhh I love him. :[ Oh and this d00d from tv pro is bangin' but he is a complete ass and I senior and I would rather have my man, haha. God help me I have no chance, kay so I want to watch south park now and go to bed. Nighty.