yeah, surprisingly i know what you mean. ive had some really bad times--once on acid i couldn't get back into my body, once i had a dream that turned kinda lucid in which i astral projected and got lost in another dimension and a few days ago after i had ap'ed consciously, i took a nap and ap'ed without wanting to and ended up...haha ugh, ok, here goes--it felt like half of me came out of it and half of me was still in the astral plane. i was standing up where my bed is...my torso and head were up and my feet were standing THROUGH my bed, so i'm guessing i was IRL sitting up in bed, and i swear, it felt like one of my eyes was in one plane and the other was...in the other. lmao. i am so serious. i felt cross eyed and my body was half stuck and i was seeing through walls and could hear people talking....like i was simultaneously hearing and seeing things from two different planes or dimensions. i started calling for my mother but with my body as it was i couldn't get too far. i remember picking up a bottle ( i have a bunch of bottles by my bed) and it was so fucking wierd--it was a ghost bottle. it looked like a ghost. but then i could see papers on the floor that looked....real, not see-through. i came to a point during this where i thought that i might be dying and kinda freaked, then i thought maybe i was just stuck in a wierd place, like during sleep paralysis and decided to try to go back to the astral realm altogether and go from there. that ended up working and i was able to find the cord and go back into my physical body, which was in a trance-like state, shake it a bit to snap it out of it, and them emerge back into full consciousness.
if that doesn't make sense, i totally understand hah.
but yeah, if you've had sp, i think you have a propensity toward altered states of consciousness and it's only a matter of practice before you can do it. i never thought i could do it but it is true that i'm quite...sensitive. being skeptical doesn't really matter in the end.
if that doesn't make sense, i totally understand hah.
but yeah, if you've had sp, i think you have a propensity toward altered states of consciousness and it's only a matter of practice before you can do it. i never thought i could do it but it is true that i'm quite...sensitive. being skeptical doesn't really matter in the end.
Reply
Leave a comment