The question is, do you?

Jul 29, 2007 23:00

Our fast started at 9pm. Tonight is a full moon. Perhaps I will go out and see it before I go to sleep. I want to sleep naked all the time. I want to get more tattoos.

By "our", I mean Salma and I. We are fasting on super foods for 7 days. Our fast ends next sunday, at 9pm. We plan to consume mostly liquids--green juices, cacao juices, raw hemp and chia seed milk, water, kefir, coconut water right out of the coconut, raw pinapple juice with cayenne and spices to aid digestion. The only things we will eat will be raw, herbed cacao and durian. Goji berries are ok too, although I don't much like their taste unless they are combined with cacao.

I am glad to have a friend who I can talk about our sed rates and cell counts with.

I am glad to have a friend who I can make fun of and call after I come and tell them how it was better than the last time and how I want to get more tattoos so I can trace them in the blue-black light of my room under and over the sheets with the fan on.

Today I told Anthony I didn't want to work past four because I can't do math or engineering homework late--my math mind shuts down after 7pm and I become dizzy and wild. It's the truth, a truth I hadn't admitted to myself before. Speaking of change, I almost like going to work now, where before I dreaded it. You see, I've had such bad experiences, that to dread is engrained in my behavior patterns--I have been working to break those patterns and to see each situation with new eyes.

It's working.
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