Corpse of My Heart

[corpse0fmyheart]

Corpse of My Heart

You're the monster underneath my bed
The banshee's scream that's numbing my world
I miss you so much, but if you knew that you wouldn't care
And you're the sunlight that burned a thousand bodies to ash
You're the corpse of my heart
I miss you so much, but I can't tell you that

You're the razor sharp teeth that ripped out my voice
The vampiric gaze that keeps me frozen here
I hate you so much, but you know that's such lousy lie
And you're the ocean that waits for me to dive in and stay
You're the corpse of my heart
I hate you so much, but we both know that's a lie

You're the murderer in my dreams, and I'm running away from you
The pills that lead me to drown in my own lungs
I want you so much, but to me you would not bend
And you're the million reasons why I want to die
You're the corpse of my heart
I want you so much, but for the moment I fall to you, you'd kill me

You're the blade in my hands that eat my flesh away
The very fire of Hell that burns me alive
I love you, I so fucking love you
And you're everything to me, everything I can't have
You're the corpse of my heart
I fucking love you so much
But, love died the moment you left me forever