i just don't know
I am terrified. I keep trying to pull myself up but there's nothing to hold on to. And I'm still seeing my worst fears come true right. In the near future I basicaly won't ahve a home of my own, despite my efforts I can't seem to get a job, and I a alone still and always. It feels like it's all spiraling back out of control and I want to stop it, but what i do isn't enough. My future is bleak, but it's hard to say i even have one. I think i've lost sight of whatever it was I fooled myself into thinking I could accomplish. My family is fed up with me, i'm fed up with me. I'm lost and alone and I don't know what to do. I am Terrified.