i used to know the sound of a smile in your voice(yeah its gc, kill me why dont you)

Oct 09, 2004 11:35

((yes i know my header thing is good charolette, but my brothers been listening to them and since my room is directly across the hall, i kinda hear it since he listens to music louder than i do.))
hey guys
i never update anymore huh? hmm...what to write.
things are good with tim and i. i miss jess like crazy. garrett called me a little while ago and hung up and i called him back, and he said he was with jess bean and brian and they were going to lunch, so i thought, "watch, hes gonna show up outside my house in a second" like usual. but no, he didnt call to invite me, it was more like "hey were out having fun. oh your by yourself doing nothing? okay bye" if your not inviting me to see my best friend, why bother calling. he asked me something, but it could have waited, considering it was something that jess wasnt even supposed to know about yet. whatever that just bugged me cuz shes my best friend too, i wanna see her just as much as everyone. ive been talking to her everyday just like brian has, and theyre all invited except me.
i get to go to a party with tim tonight and meet some of his friends. im kinda nervous, ive only met one of his friends. JT, he was pretty funny. he says all his friends are nice and funny. i hope so.

i finally have somewhat closure on a certain topic, but i wasnt expecting it to hurt. im just really glad i have tim, he makes things better
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