Sep 20, 2005 13:30
When skyler called i was at meredith reeders with clayton anderson and it really didn't hit.
The things that meant the most were nighttime adventures outside of yruu, but she was exactly the sort of beautiful and completely different character that made yruu so attractive. Montelongo let me spend all of first period in the library and i just kept running good memories through my mind but i was still dumbstruck and in awe.
There's this perfect moment where we're completely out of our heads and driving aimlessly around grapevine sort of lost and wandering, sort of looking for an arcade and everything is beautiful and we stop and play in a playground and it's 3 am and the moon is bright and this is what we live for. This is why life is precious, this is why we must keep going.
It devastated me when i got home and read the paper "Woman jumps from roof of 30-floor hotel". I'd been trying to ignore the method as that's how my uncle just took himself.
we weren't best friends, we weren't lovers, we weren't always in touch, but she was a goddamned beautiful soul and it feels so different