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Well, I'm feeling better, un-diagnosed Bi-Polar syndrome I guess. Things are finally starting to look up. My overthinking is finally starting to pay off, I'm seeing things more clearly than ever. I understand people so easily it almost scares me.
I have been listening to My Chemical Romance SOOOO much recently. At first I thought it was kind of a guilty pleasure because of their "pop-ness", but there is no longer any guilt. I don't give a fuck whether or not other people like what I like, I like it and thats the end of it. Never again will I let a bands popularity change my view towards them.
"I don't give a fuck..." I said this in the paragraph above, mmmmmmm, oh how I love the phrase! For so long I've been caring about things way too much, my "I don't give a fuck..." side is finally starting to make an appearance. I feel like I'm at a perfect balance.
About the Birds, there still isn't anyone in my life like that, but I have a few thoughts... (but not too many as before ;))
About the Mates, I've recently found myself drifting away from groups that I call friends and I've become some what of a drifter/loner/misfit/popular hybrid. Some might think it's a bad thing but I actually like it quite a bit, I don't want to get too attached to very many people down here. I dislike most of them anyway.
One of the great things about having a better understanding of other people is that I have gained a better understanding of myself. And a good thing about the "I don't give a fuck..." making an appearance is that I worry less about my personal flaws.
I'm happier now for some reason... I'm glad.
I hope all of you are well...
One final thought; Honesty accomplishes more than a lie. Don't only be true to thyself, but be true to others as well.
I have been listening to My Chemical Romance SOOOO much recently. At first I thought it was kind of a guilty pleasure because of their "pop-ness", but there is no longer any guilt. I don't give a fuck whether or not other people like what I like, I like it and thats the end of it. Never again will I let a bands popularity change my view towards them.
"I don't give a fuck..." I said this in the paragraph above, mmmmmmm, oh how I love the phrase! For so long I've been caring about things way too much, my "I don't give a fuck..." side is finally starting to make an appearance. I feel like I'm at a perfect balance.
About the Birds, there still isn't anyone in my life like that, but I have a few thoughts... (but not too many as before ;))
About the Mates, I've recently found myself drifting away from groups that I call friends and I've become some what of a drifter/loner/misfit/popular hybrid. Some might think it's a bad thing but I actually like it quite a bit, I don't want to get too attached to very many people down here. I dislike most of them anyway.
One of the great things about having a better understanding of other people is that I have gained a better understanding of myself. And a good thing about the "I don't give a fuck..." making an appearance is that I worry less about my personal flaws.
I'm happier now for some reason... I'm glad.
I hope all of you are well...
One final thought; Honesty accomplishes more than a lie. Don't only be true to thyself, but be true to others as well.