Apr 18, 2004 22:46
well....
the parents got home last night
today i went riding with scott mat chad and elroy n his bro in royal oak to get some footage for my english shit.
it seems like this spring break has caused nothing but trouble for me.
-first and fore-most:Girls.
nothing but trouble for me man.
it seems like everytime i think that MAYBE i wont get wierded out by some girl, it always happens.
god, this makes me sound like such a player, atleast in my eyes it does. but out of all the girls that i've seen lately, only one hasnt wierded me out. and i havent exactly SEEN her. ijust kind of talk to her.
i think its stupid when people use you when they're in a slump to get happy again, and then when they dont need you anymore they just drop you like yesterdays trash.
so,
i've decided that im going to live my life in every aspect according to ME.
fuck you, all of you.
i dont need your pety bullshit games dragging me down so you can be in a better place.
if it means you being unhappy forever and me coming out untouched, then eat shit and die motherfucker.
im so tired of it man.
all i need are my good friends.
and my bike.
i love my bike.
secondly:
i like how i have my parents on my ass to go get a job and they tell me im not motivated enough, but when i take drastic measures and risks to get one, im grounded. lol.
given, i have fucked up in the past being home alone, but thats stupid, we all know all i did was work, and they have nothing to prove that i had anyone in the house, if i even actually did have someone in the house.
its cool though, i should be off pretty soon.
i just wish my mom would let me drive up to western next weekend so i can shill with my sister on her b day.
lastly:
i like how people like to TRY to piss me off, and when they actually do, they pull the whole sorry bit. its a little too late for sorrys.
seriously, nothing pisses me off more than when i do someone a favor and they fuck me over sooo bad.
ex: say someone really pisses you off, and you hate them, and they want to "CHILL" so they beg you, and you finally let them, on your own good graces, you let them into your house, and you're hospitable to them like no other. then they decide to fuck with everything and steal from you.
that is one of the things i hate the most, and seriously the only apology that will be accepted will be the one carved on your tombstone.PSYCH!
R.I.P
Erin-core
"Eddie im sorry im an emo faggot.
im also sorry that im a cock-ass,
and that i didnt think twice about stealing from you,
or letting my woman of a friend bob fuck with your stuff.
i hope you can forgive me"
rot in hell bitch,
i hope satan shits down your neck and makes you scrape his burning ass cheeks of all his fiery herpes with your teeth, you fucker.
well, i feel alot better of myself.
highlights of this week.
-scott is the man
-i am also the man
-the shows
-UNO
-not talking to alot of people
-no school
-riding
-25 reasons why you're a fuckhead
-the apache dance
-steve telling becky he loved her a million times
-cheese burgers
-precaushs' laugh
-danny: rick, your big toe is bigger than my penis.
-playing my driving game
-"hey, do a barspin"
"no!"
"fuck you old man!"
-Melissa janice FUCKIN wrobel
-Scott is the man
no hardcore pitting in my kitchen, lol.
yah.
it was a fun week.
im grounded now.
leave it.
Ed.