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I love how no matter what i do, my neurotic tendencies don't seem to diminish. I always think the worst of people and myself, I've got to the point where i feel like everything i say or do is wrong. I'm sick of feeling this way but i can't seem to escape it. Video games, or school work, it doesn't seem to negate my overall feeling of worthlessness and doubt. I can't bury my feelings in homework and videogames, it has got to the point where i can't focus on anything anymore. I'm just sick of everything, school, music, videogames, discussions, parties, you name it i'm sick of it. I just want to escape this slump i've been in.