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if only a simple sorry can solve everything.
im not ready to forgive at all.
i knew it the moment i looked at the bruises i had to carry around at least for another week.
i can feel them whenever i take an additional step.
someone enlighten me.
how not to be reminded of this?
whats the point for letting it go when im not sure if u'll do it again?
whats the point. maybe i'll just play this situation to my advantage and make u learn how to be a better parent.
one who does not treat her kid like some anger venting machine.
ive never seen u doing that to bro.
maybe because he's much bigger size than you.
maybe i got picked because i was smaller than you.
maybe i got picked because im not one who will shut up for long if i see that something needs to be changed.
i so swear i will not be one bit like u when i handle my kids.
i can already picture myself as those kinda mummy who'd sit their child down.
explain nicely what was wrong.
waving the cane only on their palms just to tell them its not right.
whats the point of using brute force?
hellow.
if theres any grey matter left up there.
im freaking 19.
go on.
the next time this happens,
A levels would be over.
i would be earning my own keep.
most prob doing that degree from NIE.
Govt will be paying me to mug and etc.
i wont need a single cent from u to survive anymore.
rest assured i will run.
run as far as i can.
u will never find me.
u were so brutal that i didnt know its child abuse to wack ur child with that bamboo pole.
i did threaten to hand u over to the police when i was in pri2 too. that was what stopped u from going further isnt it.
aniwae im just so glad that people like big eyes was there with me to stop me from thinking abt all this kinda sh*t.
kinda suck when the shower's the only place for u to cry all u ever wanna.
because its the only time when i can cry all i want, but walk out looking like as though nothign happened.
sorry i wasted so much water while i took a long shower yesterday.
prata was good. my throat hurts now.
oh, whoever's holding on to my ezlink now.
please do return it ok, its not like as if i need more bad luck now.
fine i was careless. but u dont expect someone escaping from reality to be all that sane right.
i hope this means that i'll have really good luck for my As.
eurgh.
im not ready to forgive at all.
i knew it the moment i looked at the bruises i had to carry around at least for another week.
i can feel them whenever i take an additional step.
someone enlighten me.
how not to be reminded of this?
whats the point for letting it go when im not sure if u'll do it again?
whats the point. maybe i'll just play this situation to my advantage and make u learn how to be a better parent.
one who does not treat her kid like some anger venting machine.
ive never seen u doing that to bro.
maybe because he's much bigger size than you.
maybe i got picked because i was smaller than you.
maybe i got picked because im not one who will shut up for long if i see that something needs to be changed.
i so swear i will not be one bit like u when i handle my kids.
i can already picture myself as those kinda mummy who'd sit their child down.
explain nicely what was wrong.
waving the cane only on their palms just to tell them its not right.
whats the point of using brute force?
hellow.
if theres any grey matter left up there.
im freaking 19.
go on.
the next time this happens,
A levels would be over.
i would be earning my own keep.
most prob doing that degree from NIE.
Govt will be paying me to mug and etc.
i wont need a single cent from u to survive anymore.
rest assured i will run.
run as far as i can.
u will never find me.
u were so brutal that i didnt know its child abuse to wack ur child with that bamboo pole.
i did threaten to hand u over to the police when i was in pri2 too. that was what stopped u from going further isnt it.
aniwae im just so glad that people like big eyes was there with me to stop me from thinking abt all this kinda sh*t.
kinda suck when the shower's the only place for u to cry all u ever wanna.
because its the only time when i can cry all i want, but walk out looking like as though nothign happened.
sorry i wasted so much water while i took a long shower yesterday.
prata was good. my throat hurts now.
oh, whoever's holding on to my ezlink now.
please do return it ok, its not like as if i need more bad luck now.
fine i was careless. but u dont expect someone escaping from reality to be all that sane right.
i hope this means that i'll have really good luck for my As.
eurgh.