Jul 27, 2006 00:31
Maybe I have insomnia...or maybe I think too much...maybe I don't think enough??? I still have a gig line on my forehead!!! Where's Anti-Social Behavior's Air Punk??? What am I talking about??? Does it really matter??? No one reads this much anymore...I mean...it's my own fault...I don't post much!!!
Secretion
Try to keep it all in
Try to not let them see
To see the real me
Cold shapeless figure
Crouched on the floor
Trying to hold it all in
But it all seeps out
Oozing the pus of life
I'm bleeding...broken me
On the floor...hold it in
HOLD IT IN!!!
HOLD IT IN!!!
HOLD IT IN!!!
The fear keeps me down
On the floor...cold
Arms wrapped around me
So the fluids can't seep out
Keep it in...let it out
The screams force it out
All over the floor
Fluid...and pieces of me
I've lost...now they see me
Who I am...secretion!!!
HOLD IT IN!!!
HOLD IT IN!!!
HOLD IT IN!!!
OK, to bed...before the thoughts creep deep into the night...:)
I'm Ok...REALLY!!!