Jul 24, 2006 00:34
Well, I feel overwhelmed...if I didn't feel it before, I DO NOW!!! For TWO weeks now, I've been doing my "real" job, my ebay "job", and I've been gearing up for the college season making hemp necklaces!!! It's all too much, and I now long for a simpler life. I can't do that though...I have a stifling car payment...and other worldly duties. Jesus, take me...NOW please??? I just CAN'T keep this up...I'm dying. I want Liz...or someone...I want a juicy hamburger, one that'll make me sick, and in pain!!! Put on greasy cheese...cheddar please!!! Don't waste my time with lettuce and tomato!!! Just MEAT upon MEAT!!! Give me peace and quiet...no, just peace. Give me a one room attic loft apartment in the downtown arts district, and a limitless supply of hemp and beads. No job, no ebay, no car payment...I DO need the internet though!!! Hemp necklaces, LJ, Liz, visits from Shawna, and peace!!! I'll need to see Kevin and Melissa...and the kids, of course!!! Ehhhhh, here I am, up at 12:50 AM...when I hafta be up for work at 6:40 AM!!! There needs to be another 6 hours in a day...
Pray for me...I need it...I'm sad...:(