Anxiety creeping up again
Maybe I need to bitch and moan in this thing after all. Anxiety went and messed with my heart a little and put me in the hospital again, but this time it was less than one day. I've since discovered through out this week that it is really mostly me that does this to me....maybe even all me. I need to not worry about anything. About my job, fear of failure (in all things, not just teaching), finding Her or It or whatever the hell I'm looking for, hanging onto friends, all of that. It does help to worry, but I've gotten so damn good at it that it's going to be hard to stop. Little by little I guess....