trying to mend
daniel broke up with me last night.
after two and a half years.
it hurt so bad. and then thing is i wanted to do everything in my power to fix it. knowing that when he made that decision there was no going back. and as much as i want to fix it now, i know i can't go back. not unless he wanted to. which he doesn't. so i'll keep going.
i need him in my life though. the past two and a half years has made him my best friend. and not talking to him just sucks basically, so i want him to understand that i want to be his friend. i'm open to the friendship. i don't want an awkward post-breakup thing.
i just hope that he wants it to.
and that he doesn't want me out of his life like i don't want him out of mine.
after two and a half years.
it hurt so bad. and then thing is i wanted to do everything in my power to fix it. knowing that when he made that decision there was no going back. and as much as i want to fix it now, i know i can't go back. not unless he wanted to. which he doesn't. so i'll keep going.
i need him in my life though. the past two and a half years has made him my best friend. and not talking to him just sucks basically, so i want him to understand that i want to be his friend. i'm open to the friendship. i don't want an awkward post-breakup thing.
i just hope that he wants it to.
and that he doesn't want me out of his life like i don't want him out of mine.